...is what I feel like right now. It's like, no matter what time of the day it is, I look like I just rolled out of bed. Even though I've showered, put a dab of makeup on and brushed my hair, I can't help but just feel.....frumpy. There is no other word for it. I'm not back to my
pre-pregnancy weight yet, which probably has something to do with that feeling. It's tough in the summer time here, it's too hot to get outside with Carson and it's hard to find time to go to the gym. Anyways, I'm thinking about getting my hair cut. Not just a little trim, I'm thinking something around shoulder length. I like my long hair, but all I do is pull it back. What do you all think?? It scares me, but I figure if I do it now, it can grow back a little before I have to start work and actually be seen be people I respect. Maybe it will give me the motivation I need to make time to go to the gym.
Carson turned 4 months old yesterday! We headed to the doc for his check up and shots. He was 16 lbs 6 ounces and 25.5 inches long. He was in the 75
th percentile of everything, which was a big jump from his 2 month visit where he was in the 50
th percentile of everything. Growing boy! We do have to go in for an ultrasound on Thursday to check out his boy parts. Doc thought it may be a condition called
Hydrocele where there is some extra fluid where it isn't supposed to be, but from my understanding it's nothing major. Just something to keep an eye on.
Sitting up in my
Bumbo like a big boy.

After his shots, he was all over the map. Fussy one second, happy the next. Right before Jimmy took this picture, he had a huge
pouty lip going.
This past week I signed Carson up for daycare. We found a place that we really liked and although I don't go back to work for another 2 months, we needed to get a spot booked before they filled up. We're going to ease into it. His first day will be Sept. 20th and he'll go 2 days a week for a half day. Then sometime in October he'll start going 4 or 5 days a week for half days then eventually go full time when I go back to work. I felt like I was signing him up for his first day of school! The place we found is a daycare, preschool and kindergarten so I'm sure the process was much the same. It's bittersweet, I look forward to getting back into the game and the business of golf which I love, but I hate the thought of missing out on all of Carson's little moments. I think he'll have fun though, it will be good for him to be around other kids and other people.
In the mean time, we have booked our plane tickets and are really looking forward to heading up to Washington next month to see Jimmy's family! We haven't seen his parent's since Carson was born, and Carson has family up there that he hasn't met yet, so it will be a great trip and we'll get relief from the heat!